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Walking in Beauty: Living an Unhurried
Life
By Royal E. Alsup, Ph.D.
It is difficult to live an unhurried life in our fast paced world,
especially when being busy and productive is recognized by our society
as praiseworthy. Appearing industrious and hardworking appeases one's
inner tyrannical parent, which is a subpersonality that exerts pressure
from within the personality to act in a certain manner or to present
a particular persona to the world. It is patterned after a person's
real parents who may have scolded them as a child for being lazy,
and from other authoritarian figures, such as teachers or bosses.
The inner tyrannical parent does not permit a person to live at a
leisurely pace. The problem is that being in a constant hurry does
not allow time for love to be felt to its fullest extent, which is
the goal of healthy parenting and family life. The inner tyrannical
parent with its habitual hurriedness must be re-educated by using
practices aimed at learning to slow down.
This article was heavily influenced by Sri Eknath Easwaran's book,
Take Your Time: Finding Balance in
a Hurried World. Slowing down is one part of Sri Easwaran's
Eight-Point Program that also includes meditation, silent repetition
of a mantram, one-pointed attention, training the senses, putting
others first, spiritual companionship, and reading the mystics.
Easwaran came to the United States from India by ship in 1960. As
he disembarked from the Queen Elizabeth in New York City, he could
not believe how people and cars were racing all over the place.
He made a vow never to get stuck in the fast-paced lifestyle he
observed in this country. He developed his Eight-Point Program to
help people follow the Buddha's instruction to aim for intentional
living, which means living a life of kindness. It is difficult
to live a life of kindness when we are in such a hurry.
Intentional living is being awake and being aware of how our energies
influence and infect others. For instance, anger is highly contagious.
In family therapy sessions, I sometimes use a ball to symbolize
anger, having an angry family member hold the ball while they express
their rage. As they listen, other family members begin to feel angry.
When the first person is finished talking, someone else asks for
the "anger ball" to be passed to them and they begin to
speak. The ball is transferred from person to person as the anger
circulates through the group. The faster the minds of the family
members move, the more the impatience and anger are felt. The family
members start motioning and begging for the ball to be passed to
them immediately, so that they can express their own anger. The
passing of the ball provides a physical representation of how family
members' intensity of anger increases as the speed of their minds
increases. Often, while participating in such a demonstration of
the infectiousness of anger and the negative results of frantic
thinking, we all end up laughing.
Native peoples inoculate themselves from the stress of modern life
by slowing down the pace of living. In the early 1970s, I started
working with local American Indians. I was raised in Los Angeles
and had lived in the San Francisco Bay Area for many years. Being
hurried and frantically active felt familiar and normal to me, and
I was not aware that my frenzied lifestyle was literally killing
me. The local Indians taught me to slow down, saying, Take
it easy. Everything happens when it is supposed to happen.
They presented the possibility of a lifestyle based on the sacredness
of relationships. Living at a fast pace makes it difficult to care
for and respect the other people in our family and community. Loving
and respectful relationships demand that we slow down.
Hupa and Yurok people have talked to me about getting up before
dawn as a way to slow the day down. Some of the local people say
that if the sun catches you out of
bed you will have a long life. Learning to slow down by getting
up early helps take care of the No. 1 killer -- stress. When we
get up early, there is time to meditate and to get centered before
the other family members arise. Having the silence of the morning
to ourselves before the rush of getting to school and work makes
us more tolerant with our children and our partner.
To slow down, we have to look at our priorities. When American
Indians talk about their priorities, they put their family relationships
first. For parents, nourishing the relationship with their children
is a good, healthy priority. The Information Society in which we
live is addictive and takes valuable time from our families. Slowing
down involves paying attention to how much time we spend with our
children and balancing that with the time we spend following our
own pursuits.
Many families come to therapy sessions arguing about issues that
result from the hurrying effects of technology on family life. One
adolescent complained that his mother comes home from work and then
goes straight to the computer to check out her email. Three hours
later, she emerges exhausted from the computer room and retires
to bed. There is no time to
relate to her son, to ask about his day, or to help him solve his
social problems. Being in a constant hurry to get new information
by surfing the Internet or checking our email is the opposite of
slowing down. Such a frantic attempt to stuff as much information
as possible into the day may take a high toll on family health.
This is not living intentionally and with kindness. It is living
with a hurried mind; and a hurried mind so easily becomes an angry
mind.
Technology is not inherently bad. In today's Information Society,
however, the important role that technology plays in our lives needs
scrutiny. Being involved in information processes can bring about
violence to ourselves, our children, and our families by causing
us to be hurried. The addictive quality of information technology
frequently steals time from family life. The computer can create
a new kind of latchkey kid when parents come home from work but
are relationally absent because they are checking out their email
and answering the messages that cannot wait, or they are hanging
out in Internet chat rooms. Sadly, computer-based relationships
sometimes take priority over relationships with our loved ones in
the other room, leaving our children or our spouse feeling abandoned.
In psychotherapy I have also heard the opposite complaint -- that
someone's child is constantly on the Internet. Schools put pressure
on adolescents to hurry and get new information so that they can
compete successfully. The student who is able to obtain information
rapidly is in a better position to get superior grades. In today's
academic arena the quick mind is highly rewarded. The challenge
is to combine a keen ability to think and to process information
quickly, with the capacity to slow down, to live intentionally and
with kindness toward others.
Information is power is a
motivating conviction in modern life that does not encourage learning
how to slow down and relax. The idea that information can help us
to control the outcome of our lives drives us to learn how to accumulate
and process more and more information as efficiently as possible.
Carl Jung once said that information is important only if it can
be integrated into our being and only if it helps to bring about
self-transformation. The accumulation of information needs to be
slowed down in order for a person to integrate it. We cannot just
keep accumulating information and expect to be nonviolent and respectful
to others.
A speeded-up mind and frenetic activity can lead to violence at worst
and to a lack of consideration for others at the very least. Civility
and manners are forgotten when we cut off someone on Highway 101 because
we are in a hurry to get from Eureka to McKinleyville. When the mind
starts moving very fast, you cannot be bothered about your neighbor
or a stranger. A common yet misguided modern attitude is that if I
can speed myself up, I can be more competitive and successful. No
wonder amphetamines are so popular. Some people use drugs to speed
themselves up because they feel like they cannot move fast enough
or effectively enough, or to slow themselves down because their mind
is racing out of control. The use of drugs or alcohol not only leads
eventually to inefficiency and ruptured relationships.
Love demands that we cultivate the ability to slow down, to set
priorities that encourage health, creativity and nonviolence, and
to learn beneficial ways to reduce the stress of modern life. Sri
Easwaren and American Indians would agree that slowing down does
not mean being inefficient. By slowing down one is better able to
achieve lasting and authentic competence and peace. Leading an unhurried
life and slowing the day down are ways of truly walking in beauty.
References
Easwaran, E. (1978). Meditation:
Commonsense Directions for an Uncommon Life. Tomales, CA:
Nilgiri Press.
Easwaran, E. (1994). Take Your Time:
Finding Balance in a Hurried World. Tomales, CA: Nilgiri
Press
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